It's funny how much can change in just a few months.
Summer's over. Fall's back.
Shit. That means school is starting soon.
I'm actually pretty stoked going back.
You know, it sounds weird,
but I really think I've gotten a lot more mature after the past few months.
I don't fucking know what it is that hit me.
But I know I think differently now.
On how I live my life, and how I handle everything around me.
It's like I can finally think REALITY.
Throughout that whole emotional rollercoaster,
it made me realize that I had to get my shit together.
In a way, I feel like I've changed for the better.
I'm stronger than all the bullshit that life throws my way.
I'm smarter than all those fake bitches that try to hang on me.
I'm tougher than the weak whiny-ass bitch I was before.
I know I got the potential to make it to the top,
to show the world that I'm not gonna wind up as some fucking loser
who works at a shitty run-down restaurant
making cheap ass seven-bucks minimum wage,
struggling to pay bills and car payments,
while still living with my parents at the age of 32,
ending up with an empty wallet and dead brain cells,
because I let drug addiction and misery take over my life.
And trust me, there's no way in hell this is gonna be me.
I know I've made many stupid decisions and mistakes in my life.
But the past is something that I don't regret.
You experience and learn from that shit.
It made me wiser, more down-to-earth.
The past hit me with a reality check on a lot of things.
There's still so much I have yet to learn.
There's still a lot of struggles I have to endure.
But I know I can make it. I know I can keep my head up through all this.
I have what it takes to mold my own destiny in achieving my life's fulfillment.
All I need to do now
is to keep walking forward and not give a fuck
to the hardships that I come across in my life.
The future is all that awaits me now.
To the whole fucking world,
you better get ready for me.
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